I truly feel like I’m starting over but I can’t start because I don’t know where to, and this bout’s acceptance process has left me holistically exhausted, apathetically hopeless, and aimlessly wandering

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I have absolutely no desire to find a job in my career field and I lost the one person who fully knew and loved me throughout my life. What do I do with that? What, of value, do I even have left? I don’t know who I’m turning into but I know God can make something of her with however much time she has on earth.

https://courtneymessinger.wordpress.com/2020/12/16/remains

You may recall a post I made a few months ago …

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in which I mentioned that “I am not at all proud of the species I apparently belong to” (“I understand that this is very important to you”). Another way of putting this idea is that I have little trust in the human species (that is very general – perhaps it might be more appropriate to say that I have little trust in the vast majority of humans; there are a very small number of humans in whom I might be able to manage to have a small amount of trust in).

http://remediary.com/2021/02/11/in-what-we-trust

The more I feel confidant about something, and the more life seems to get complicated

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I am still very excited to be a teacher, but I should also be working on connecting. I want to be a guidance counsellor in dark times, whether we suffer as a group or a student is individually in strife, and I want to relate and give them a sense of hope. It is becoming harder, but I am reflecting on some lessons of what I already know. I am developing a continuous recovery plan to promote my mental health and high performance as a teacher.

https://trottier165portfolio.wordpress.com/2020/12/10/reflection-on-your-progress-towards-becoming-a-teacher

I wanted to know that I matter, that my life matters in this world, that my existence has significance

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I realized that everything I had been doing in my life, everything that I had been building up to, such as my high-paying job and my condo ~ it was all an illusion, it was all a facade. What was the point of stressing myself out for five years if I were to lose it all one day? Why did I have to suffer for nothing? Losing everything in the pandemic made me start to question what the purpose of everything was. Why was it that we spend our whole youth spending six hours in a classroom, which most subjects we don’t even use and why do we take such big gambles such as paying thousands of dollars for an education that does not guarantee a job or if we get one, we could lose it in an instant due to factors outside of our control? Why did thousands of people need to die needlessly in the pandemic, including someone I knew, who was young and vibrant, at the start of her career?

https://introspectivecollections.wordpress.com/2020/12/10/why-a-blog

When I berate myself for missing such deadlines my toxicity seem to spread so bad we do not get anything accomplished that much

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I want kids to learn how to work in grace under pressure too. I used to be too focused on outcome that I tend to forget the process itself. There are still things I would need to polish with my working style I have adapted. As always I am a work in progress.

https://keivoice.wordpress.com/2020/12/10/work-now

Unbridled positivity in an experience of failure or distress makes people feel worse, not better

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Often, all someone wants and needs is the acknowledgment and validation of their feelings. We all want to feel heard and seen. We don’t want someone to tell us how to feel or not feel or how it “isn’t that bad.”

https://mansi41665307.wordpress.com/2020/12/10/toxic-positivity-why-being-positive-could-be-bad-sometimes

Social media collects all kinds of data on people and then uses that data to manipulate behavior

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Social media users are thus pawns of all manner of salesmen and autocrats. They are brainwashed to want, fear and believe what corrupt and nefarious forces want them to believe in order to expand those forces’ wealth and power.

https://richardsteventhomas.wordpress.com/2020/12/10/12-10-20-my-answer-to-the-social-dilemma-poetry-essay-socialmedia-art-criticalthinking-education-humanity