I truly feel like I’m starting over but I can’t start because I don’t know where to, and this bout’s acceptance process has left me holistically exhausted, apathetically hopeless, and aimlessly wandering

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I have absolutely no desire to find a job in my career field and I lost the one person who fully knew and loved me throughout my life. What do I do with that? What, of value, do I even have left? I don’t know who I’m turning into but I know God can make something of her with however much time she has on earth.

https://courtneymessinger.wordpress.com/2020/12/16/remains

Fuck With About

IDK what this site will be about, so fuck it.

The previous post is a good example of a sort of “fuck with” essay.

I hope to journal news stories — like maybe how they try to fuck with you.

Do you want to fuck with me? How so? Should we start a fuck with community / group?

Whatever. Time will tell. Never mind, just follow! 😉